in a way, i still hurt.
its been only two years.
yet i still long for him,
his touch, the voice that calms me,
his smile that made my day.
yet no matter how much i put myself
through, i couldnt help but make sure
he was happy. even if it hurt. but did
he want that for me?
oh how it hurts, to know we could've been
something. it hurts knowing what i wanted
the most was what was killing me too.
cant he just leave me alone? i have tried
turning away, by i always come back.
even if im left with despair.
i remember how we'd laugh and cheered
in the crowds, taking me by surprise when
i wasnt looking. these memories, was what
he said he'd never forget before letting go.
it hurts letting him go, yet it helps too.
just thinking about him kills me.
i can never go back to that class we had together.
i cant play music without
thinking about him cheering me on.
so he's gone, and i cant go on. i can hear him,
sounding fine. but did i make it that easy? to go in
and out of my life?
so i am left here. at the door.
looking back at him, who somehow
just cant see me. and as i begin out,
im trying not to think about him.
so cant i just be? i can no longer look back,
its just forward, leaving the hurt.
its what almost lovers always do.
its what i remember before
i start calling that new number and
hearing another guy on the line.















Comments
i know you can get over him chris!
I just know it cuz you are strong like that!
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The past is the past,
The truth is the truth,
But Love is a Passion.
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